SYG

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

aishah

you blame us. yet again.
its always the same old thing. we pointed out some mistake we did and what they did, and you start blaming us again.

oh yea. you have done LOTS OF THINGS!
i told you i m not questioning whether you have done your thing as a president. but when i did, did you even take well?

nope. obviously not.

you ended up claiming that we are at the wrong. that is precisely what i want to admit. we were in the wrong. don't let this bunch of people repeat what we have done. why can't you just get it. see it in my view. we kept spoon-feeding them, they depend on us. so who will they depend on once we leave this school? i for sure not going to hang around in school just to help them. hey, i love school. but not because of them. its because of us.

we werent good, i have to say. frankly, our senior were much better. they know what to do. they follow through their decision. but they never run away from the mistake they have created. you have done that. you have proven to me bright and clear you were incapable.

when you were selected as a president, i was all up to help you. to guide you. to the extend i do the stuff for you. i look up to you as a president. but have you ever think of us in your team?

NOPE. you were thinking of how to handle the juniors. yes they are the future of the club. but are they the type who will take up this responsibilities? just see the disaster they created for us to clear up.

it was wrong of us - take that back- it was wrong of ME to keep comparing them to us. if we don't compare, how do we know where they stand.

they know what they were suppose to do. the guidance should be coming from you now since you want to continue with the whole fucking thing. our time has come to an end. its their time to shine(or not).

why cant you just see what we have went through. i m not stopping you to continue of what you want to be. i m not questioning your capabilities except for that very evening. but now i want to ask you - ARE YOU REALLY PREPARED FOR THESE WHOLE THING?

we are against your very idea, why, because we work with them, we know what they were like. again i said. they are not stupid. they are not dumb. they not what to do. but do they want to do it?

you have not work with them as a committee. so you wouldnt know. wait. of course you wouldnt know. they acted hardworking in front of you. which is why i m done with this whole thing.

farhan can scold me after you complaint to him. who cares? i dont.

i have done enough mistakes and goods for the club. i want to see what our juniors will do for us. i don't want them dependent on us.

you said you are afraid the foc incident will occur again. then i ask you, why don't they seem at all guilty about it when they saw us?

go create a new change to the club. the 3 of us are definitely out of this. we had ENOUGH OF THIS!

i wish you all the best. fret not. they destroy our ADD, i will destroy THE WHOLE CLUB!

aishah

i miss the moment we were together.
the moment where everywhere was dark and still and you hug me to sleep.
the moment where you comfort me so that i will sleep peacefully.
the moment where i know you loves me.

i know for some time you love me.
how much of it is the question i would always asked you.
now i know how much.
now i know to what extend.

its unbelievable that we have came this far
after all those crying.
those arguments.
those fights.
but we did it.
a year pass and we are still as strong as ever.

i wonder whether you recalled the first time you said i love you.
the first time you called.
the first time you touched me.
the first time you kissed me.
the first time you made me tingle.

i think you do.
i wish i could have another first time.
its a wonderful moment to spend my first time with you.
i want all those moment to last forever.

i love you so much.
pardon if i ever make you angry.
upset.
cry.
all i ever wish was to see you smile within and externally.
i want to be there for you when you need me.
every single time.
just like you did everytime when i was in need.
you were there next to me in the nick of time whenever i need a shoulder to lean on.
whenever i need a hug.
you were always there.
and i want to do that for you too.

the 3 words 'i love you'
is never enough to express what i feel for you.
at least do know.
i really do love you.
and i will do whatever it takes to make you happy.


happy one year anniversary syg.
.aishah.
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i know i know.
has been centuries since i last updated my blog.. oh well. what to do.. i just have no more mood to do so since things are coming and attacking me at a fast pace..

ADD down. Camp down.
all i m left with is Lollipop@zouk. maybe i should like promote here. ok. those who will like to come for the back-to-school party, also known as zouk, tell me ay? tickets selling at $10. its quite worth it actually that you pay for the party at $10. i mean, when do you ever get to club at $10 only?

darn. its been quite tiring time actually. wanted to find part time job. i did not even when looking for it ah.

anyway. i went to both BE and DMIT camp. there really is quite distinct similarity in both camp. both OC depend on their senior to clean their fuck up mess up. not organized is another thing. i really don't know what will happen if all the seniors leave. will they survive? hmm.

oh well.. i m not in the position to say anything. i myself never teach the juniors what they are suppose to do.

but can you blame me for that actually? none of my seniors actually help me or even guide me ah. they left the stuff there waiting for me to clear it or to let it rot. oh well. i guess we spoon fed the juniors so much they expect we can help them.

bull shit..

hahax.

well. i have no mood to update my blog actually. kinda busy currently. the only reason i update is because some of my friends have been complaining. hehex.

pardon pardon.

don't want anymore miscommunication through blogging.

oh well.

it will be a year anniversary in like 15 more days.. hehe.
love you lots..

.aishah.