Me and my World

you blame us. yet again.
its always the same old thing. we pointed out some mistake we did and what they did, and you start blaming us again.

oh yea. you have done LOTS OF THINGS!
i told you i m not questioning whether you have done your thing as a president. but when i did, did you even take well?

nope. obviously not.

you ended up claiming that we are at the wrong. that is precisely what i want to admit. we were in the wrong. don't let this bunch of people repeat what we have done. why can't you just get it. see it in my view. we kept spoon-feeding them, they depend on us. so who will they depend on once we leave this school? i for sure not going to hang around in school just to help them. hey, i love school. but not because of them. its because of us.

we werent good, i have to say. frankly, our senior were much better. they know what to do. they follow through their decision. but they never run away from the mistake they have created. you have done that. you have proven to me bright and clear you were incapable.

when you were selected as a president, i was all up to help you. to guide you. to the extend i do the stuff for you. i look up to you as a president. but have you ever think of us in your team?

NOPE. you were thinking of how to handle the juniors. yes they are the future of the club. but are they the type who will take up this responsibilities? just see the disaster they created for us to clear up.

it was wrong of us - take that back- it was wrong of ME to keep comparing them to us. if we don't compare, how do we know where they stand.

they know what they were suppose to do. the guidance should be coming from you now since you want to continue with the whole fucking thing. our time has come to an end. its their time to shine(or not).

why cant you just see what we have went through. i m not stopping you to continue of what you want to be. i m not questioning your capabilities except for that very evening. but now i want to ask you - ARE YOU REALLY PREPARED FOR THESE WHOLE THING?

we are against your very idea, why, because we work with them, we know what they were like. again i said. they are not stupid. they are not dumb. they not what to do. but do they want to do it?

you have not work with them as a committee. so you wouldnt know. wait. of course you wouldnt know. they acted hardworking in front of you. which is why i m done with this whole thing.

farhan can scold me after you complaint to him. who cares? i dont.

i have done enough mistakes and goods for the club. i want to see what our juniors will do for us. i don't want them dependent on us.

you said you are afraid the foc incident will occur again. then i ask you, why don't they seem at all guilty about it when they saw us?

go create a new change to the club. the 3 of us are definitely out of this. we had ENOUGH OF THIS!

i wish you all the best. fret not. they destroy our ADD, i will destroy THE WHOLE CLUB!

aishah