Me and my World

alright..

its like 2.40am now, and i m still wide awake. golly..

here i thought chicken make me sleepy. well, apparently it did not. i ate like 2 chicken wings at 12mn with no after effect. cheat my feeling seh.

lol.

have been having mood swing lately. i cried alot. i got mad easily. i m irritated like always. and i have no mood to do anything except be in my own fairy tale land. darn. all this while i have been telling syg that its just my pms. sheesh.

hate pms.

been having frequent argument with syg, but that is with making up at the end of the day. i m just overly paranoid. urgh. get this pms-mood-swing away from me. i don't wanna hurt syg anymore. over the slightest thing can be such a huge argument for the both of us. get it over. LIKE NOW!!

right. been going out really frequently with syg. i mean on top of like meeting him after school, i literally had lunch with him, met him before his class, went over to his school and waited for him and even went out on the weekends. don't seem to get enough of each other. sheesh. well, at the very least i get to avoid the one and only place i would love to avoid for the time being. well, fc6 food is about the same as fc1. so no complaints there.

i should be committed for being so committed.

hahax.

on top of my oh-so-haywiring-emotional that has not been kept in place, i went for a series of event lately. okie. talentime. congratulation to zara for winning the be-sd talentime. oh my gosh. her voice is like heavenly. to jd. congrats on coming second. no surprises there actually. hehex.

syg perform too on that day. for lezlie and ubai band. i really felt bad for introducing him to the bec family.he is like nowhere to be found in dmit club since he is always in bec. hmm.

went to bugis, amk and city hall so often now that i got sick of this places. you see, me and syg always say we go home early. well, we did left the school earlier than usual, but we never did went home early. always ended up somewhere studying. gosh. queensway. bugis. amk. city hall. harbour front. tampines. its no wonder i m getting even broke now. feel the pinch in my pocket.

went to terence workplace (forgotten which hotel) to celebrate his birthday. oh you know, the one next to marina square? what in the freaking world is that hotel called? sheesh. oh. anyway. yeah. we ate there.. and oh my gawd. the chocolate fondue (especially) and the buffet were superbly nice lah. wish syg was there to join. but yeah was it nice.

to terence- i know it come in tiny winny bit late, but still i will like to wish you HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! love you and the ta-da alot. i mean as friend and not romantically.

lol.

lots of laughter that night especially since we have rekindle our friendship back. wish kesha was there to join. only then will it be completed.

the gang i mean.

well, appreciation dinner will be on 26dec 08. the theme will be hollywood. guess who i will come in? oh c'mon, you know who. hahax. if your guess is vanessa hudgens, then your guess is right. hahax. i mean,its so easy to dress up like her. all i need to do is spend my money on styling my hair and clothes. its not that hard, right?

i m plain retarded, don't you think?. lol

okie. i even went to the free quality event, soft toy bear exhibition at art house. and oh my gawd. its so freaking nice and cute lah. i did not get much photos as it was really crowded.

met a few of my classmates like xavier, eugene and kat. even met shu min, jin fang and yun ting there. gosh. depm students really went all the way to know what type of events are available in singapore.

love depm.

lol.

well, me and syg went to see all the cute teddy bears then went to the bridge near fullerton hotel(forgotten the bloody name) for our camwhoring time

i guess that its for now. the weather is really nice to sleep. cuddling in my blanket in the cold weather. on my soft warm bed which is waiting for me. hahax.

to the bed i go. lol.

i'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view.
cause you mean everything..

.aishah.